- Mood:
- Music/TV: I'll be waiting - Lenny Kravitz
- What I'm reading: Guilty Pleasure - Laura K. Hamilton
Morning all lol. It's 6am and I'm sitting in my bed. Well not exactly my bed. For the next 2 weeks I'm the catsitter for my dad's cats, as long as he is on holidays. Actually it's 3 weeks, but the first week has already past.
My dad isnt a huge fan of computers, so he only has a really old one at home. I had to get our computer techy from work to install wireless for me to use with my laptop. It was a hard week, without net and connection to my friends. But I survived 
I started to read the first book of the Anita Blake serie, but so far I'm not impressed. I hope it will get better though. I also made some new stickers for IMVU for Valentines Day. They look pretty neat I think 
Something, nobody of you knows I think, is that I'm a sub in the bedroom. I never had a lover I could have really lived it out though, but in the virtual world, I can do what I want 
I was looking for a Master on IMVU and a friend asked me to be his sub, but he just wasnt right for me. He is too controlling and loves a little too much to play with my mind. So after we had a really stupid fight, we agreed, we better not become Master and sub. At least we stayed friends and thats much better
I pretty much gave up hope on finding a Master and started to put my attention on other things. One day I was bored and none of my buddies was available for a chat. So went on a search and messaged like 3 guys, but all declined for one reason or another. None of them had anything on their profiles that they are into the bdsm lifestyle.
A few days later, one of these guys sent me an add request. I usually don't add someone I dont know, but this time I did. Again a couple days later, I messaged him and he declined, saying he would get back at me. Now I heard that plenty of times and none of them ever really got back at me. Usually I delete these people right away. Again, I didnt do it. I messaged him again a little later and he accepted.
We talked and since I was wearing a collar I got from a friend, he asked if I was a sub. I said, sadly no. He asked what happened and I told him everything. And I mean really everything. I was honest and open to him. I can't tell why, but I instantly trusted him. I just knew I can and felt so save with him.
He laughed and said I sounded like his perfect sub and if I would be interested to become his. I was so excited, but I told him I wanted to think about it. With what happened when the last Master asked me, I rather wanted to give it a few days to see if anything hidden came to the surface.
The days past and I was without net and only could drop a message while I was at work. He was very sweet and made me little gifts and messages. The feeling, for him to be the right for me, became stronger and 2 days ago, I told him, that I would love to have him as my Master.
He gave me a lovely collar, which I proudly wear, but he also left the option open for me to wear other collars, specially when we are in public. I want him to be proud of me. He says I'm the most beautiful pet of all and that makes me glow.
I'm sure I will write more about him and my experiences, but for now, I have to get ready for work. I'm so glad it's the weekend lol. Beside getting a new Master, I also got a feverish cold lol. But I dont care, cause I'm glowing of happyness right now
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at my place for those sad, hurting, feeling alone and dealing with old wounds 
Just dropping by to see what's new and wish you a happy Hump Day. 
Oh, well. Sorry, Kat... ::shrugs:: Guess I just wanted to make sure you knew who I was. ::shrug:: Anyway, thanks for the tag; I appreciate that you came by. .. 
at my place, come on over if you like. In any case my your holidays be stress free and blessed, remember you are truly an amazing unique spiritual creature 
and you are loved 
Sometimes we forget such thing 
It's Monday, Dec. 3/07, 6:23AM. Just popping by to wish you a great day and to let you know Manic Monday is ready for you! 
Hope you're having fun! 
It's so good to hear from you! 
The kitten's collar better have diamonds. LOL 
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